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~.: I really hate when people I love are suffering. The empathic part of me just wishes I could take on all their hurting and pain so that they can be happy. And I hate how society deems a place for everyone and everyone must stay in their place. Just like it's not my place to confront Layne's mom even though I want to so badly. I wanna get in her face the way I tried to with my mom. I wanna tell her she needs to stop being so selfish and open up her eyes to the hurt she's causing her wonderful, beautiful daughters, and the hurt she's causing her faithful, patient husband, all who have been nothing but giving with her. I wanna tell her that if she loves me like a daughter the way she says, then she'll realize what she's doing to her real daughters.
~.: It's hard, because I feel like I have all the answers and like I know better than everyone else, especially when it comes to these matters, but each one is special, each one is different depending on the people involved. Yet I can't even reconcile what I have to do to graduate and what I want to do while I'm here.
~.: I think there's alot of praying that needs to be done.
~.: God, we all need Your help right now. I'm confused and frustrated and my best friends are hurting. I'm just looking for what will come of this situation for myself, but I think they also need to see that there is nothing constant in this world but You, and that even when our earthly family betrays and backstabs us, You never will. You've already promised that and You've held fast to that thus far. I want You to heal everyone's hurting hearts, Lord. Father, show us all the love and the healing and the guidance that we need.
~.: It's hard, because I feel like I have all the answers and like I know better than everyone else, especially when it comes to these matters, but each one is special, each one is different depending on the people involved. Yet I can't even reconcile what I have to do to graduate and what I want to do while I'm here.
~.: I think there's alot of praying that needs to be done.
~.: God, we all need Your help right now. I'm confused and frustrated and my best friends are hurting. I'm just looking for what will come of this situation for myself, but I think they also need to see that there is nothing constant in this world but You, and that even when our earthly family betrays and backstabs us, You never will. You've already promised that and You've held fast to that thus far. I want You to heal everyone's hurting hearts, Lord. Father, show us all the love and the healing and the guidance that we need.