so yesterday was ten years to the day that my grandma died. bloody april fools day bless her. had a lovely day remembering her by myself & a little with my aunt [her sister] who i saw on the bus on the way to the crem <3 ( Read more... )

it's been far too long & i know over the last year i've really neglected this journal, however, i could never ever delete it as it holds so many wonderful memories & amazing friendships for me <3 ( Read more... )

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i think i shall be sighing up for a convent pretty soon. the male species is a baffling thing & tbh, i'm done with them. course i won't really join a convent but you know, nice to joke during hard times right?

wish he'd just been honest with me from the start though...

today i found out a very good friend of mine, is suicidal. i don't know how this makes me feel. relieved that she finally told me, upset that i've found out it horrible conditions, angry at her for wanting to end everything & leave her family in such a cruel way  & desperate for her to regain the strength to carry on.

i'd like to think i've gotten ( Read more... )

today has been a total disaster. i don't even think i want to speak to lauren anymore, i want to resolve things, but everytime i try & explain the way she is she twists things around & like makes me feel really guilty & stuff. it's weird & tbh really hard to talk about. the more she pushes me away & makes me feel shit, the more i just want to try ( Read more... )

my life is in serius need of a makeover. something somewhere has gone wrong with me & i don't like. i haven't posted an lj entry in forever, i'm extremely lazy, i can't be bothered with life & i feel like i'm slipping away from friends. namely lauren [who i most definately do not want to loose] & a couple of lj-ers. i want to reconnect with them as ( Read more... )

i just did this elsewhere. stolen from forgiveninasong1. If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet or long and detailed, all is good ( Read more... )

oh holy crap! ebay & paypal are driving me up the wall! i just don't get it, there's so much stuff to take in & learn. i just want to sell my tickets & be done with it. urgh =/

in other news, moonlight possibly returning?! EEEEEEEPS! <3 <3

a proper happy new year to you all =)

we had an awesome time sat & chatted to some new people & caught up with some people i haven't seen in a long time, then we all played this game called taboo, where you have a word to describe to people, but you can't say the word & a bunch of other words relating to it thats on the card. anyway, it was good fun ( Read more... )