[you're broken, when you're hearts not open
today i found out a very good friend of mine, is suicidal. i don't know how this makes me feel. relieved that she finally told me, upset that i've found out it horrible conditions, angry at her for wanting to end everything & leave her family in such a cruel way & desperate for her to regain the strength to carry on.
i'd like to think i've gotten through to her this time & i'm proud of myself, for even though i cried during our conversation i remained strong & positive for her sake. i know i've made a difference, because i just received the most simple, yet wonderful text from her, that just says "thanks for that"
lauren sweetheart, you mean the world to me, & i love you forever xx