The thing with Diarmaid is officially ended- as predicted, he agreed we'd trickled off to nothing, and was decently glad I'd taken the effort to confirm it. And then we chatted for a few minutes, I mentioned Jens, and yeah. It's okay. So that's a huge weight off my shoulders. I keep thinking of things to do with Jens, things to show him, things ( Read more... )

I met some random Filipino guy on the DART who was going to the same stop I was. After 20 minutes of random conversation, he asked for my number- I felt awkward so I gave him a wrong number. Just didn't see the benefit in talking to him again. I tell you, this long-term stress stuff messes with my conscience and my brain ( Read more... )

Tomorrow morning I get to bring a chair home on the DART. It'll be an experience. I'll probably take a taxi home from the station, though it's only an 8-minute walk. There's something about the indignity of wheeling an office chair through one's own neighborhood. I see these people all the time ( Read more... )

Demian from February sent me another text last night (he only does it when I turn off my phone overnight; it's happened twice now ( Read more... )

they were doing some putting-ramps-and-stuff-in-place at the construction site until about ten minutes ago.

and it was all with cranes bringing things riiiiight to eye level at my window before turning them around and putting them on the ground down there. I can't say I wasn't just a little scared.

Dad just sliced his finger to the bone. Mom's taking him to the hospital. I didn't realize how serious it was because he was standing there acting like nothing was wrong, just in one of his bitchy moods. He said it didn't hurt yet. Even when I effed up my nail in fifth grade, it only took a few seconds for it to hurt. I guess once every year ( Read more... )

'sbeen a few days. so here's an update.

( rowing stuff )

my desk just arrived! septicidal should be arriving shortly, too, so I'll ask her to assemble it since she's good at (and enjoys) such things. She cooks! She cleans! She's good with a hammer! She's sexy AND a redhead. I'm convinced there's nothing that Lynn can't do ( Read more... )