[tutoring is fun~]
tutoring goes smoothly. i'm having fun, even preparing is nice. i don't mind spending 1-2 hours on writing words, exercises, clues. for my male student, though. because he's... an adult? not sure, i still haven't asked for his age and it's awkward now. with my little girl we just play. idk, was i like that when i was 9 years old? i think i studied crazily. but she... the approach used with little children is damn hard, i can't expect her to be responsible or give her homework, really. i can't give her much theory either. so i figured that i'll be spending 30 minutes and revising, learning new words, basic structures, etc, 20 minutes on doing exercises from a book and 10 to 20 minutes on plays. i know it's beyond my "working" time but she's adorable and a CHILD. i have to print my kitties' pictures for her for tomorrow, lol. because i stupidly promised it.
there was something i wanted to write, some kind of reflection, but... the mood has disappeared just like that. it's still early (11pm is early for me, duh) so i don't want to go sleep but there's nothing i want to do. i have to prepare for my girl tomorrow but... i hate those (these? gosh, i'll NEVER learn) kind of apathy moments.
today at uni... i failed. i mean, geez. i need to pull myself together and finally start STUDYING. because right now i'm just APPEARING on the lessons (and recently, lectures). it's already near the end of november, it'll be february soon and with that - WINTER EXAM SESSION. noooo! all in all, i got B- on german test today (srsly, i just memorised what i had to since the test was week ago but i skipped) and skipped other german test due to "family issues" and with that i had to skip voice emission, jesus, what am i doing?! (HELLO DOES MY DZIEKAN KNOW THAT I'M ON ENGLISH MAJOR SO I DON'T WANT TO BE BURYING MY ASS IN GERMAN STUDIES? PLZ HEAR ME OUT, KTHX, BYE.) i had an ambitious plan for the weekend but it got screwed since i won't be home because...
...the funeral will be held on friday and i have to go. actually, dad goes to. i think i'm more nervous of him meeting mom's family than of the funeral. i don't like these.
omg, i really wrote FRITAG, close to FREITAG. waaah ;__;
*smacks lj* it's anti-british! it marks all my "s" and "ou" as mistakes :( and we all know it's "recognise" not "recognize" and "colour" not "color", right?! RIIIGHT?!
there was something i wanted to write, some kind of reflection, but... the mood has disappeared just like that. it's still early (11pm is early for me, duh) so i don't want to go sleep but there's nothing i want to do. i have to prepare for my girl tomorrow but... i hate those (these? gosh, i'll NEVER learn) kind of apathy moments.
today at uni... i failed. i mean, geez. i need to pull myself together and finally start STUDYING. because right now i'm just APPEARING on the lessons (and recently, lectures). it's already near the end of november, it'll be february soon and with that - WINTER EXAM SESSION. noooo! all in all, i got B- on german test today (srsly, i just memorised what i had to since the test was week ago but i skipped) and skipped other german test due to "family issues" and with that i had to skip voice emission, jesus, what am i doing?! (HELLO DOES MY DZIEKAN KNOW THAT I'M ON ENGLISH MAJOR SO I DON'T WANT TO BE BURYING MY ASS IN GERMAN STUDIES? PLZ HEAR ME OUT, KTHX, BYE.) i had an ambitious plan for the weekend but it got screwed since i won't be home because...
...the funeral will be held on friday and i have to go. actually, dad goes to. i think i'm more nervous of him meeting mom's family than of the funeral. i don't like these.
omg, i really wrote FRITAG, close to FREITAG. waaah ;__;
*smacks lj* it's anti-british! it marks all my "s" and "ou" as mistakes :( and we all know it's "recognise" not "recognize" and "colour" not "color", right?! RIIIGHT?!