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where, when and how we should put commas in english relative or whatever clauses- is beyond me. i hate it just as much as i hate tenses and articles. GRRRR.
it's coming and coming and i can't stop it. yet i want since i'm too exhausting to be loved and i'm the one they all run from as alanis morissette sang. yet i slowly start drowning and it's harder and harder to pull back. i'm filled with anxiety and disappointment. when was the last time i felt like that?
i skipped pedagogy lesson today, going to skip writing lesson tomorrow and german grammar is i have absence left. if not then i'm in trouble. i don't have the time to prepare for tests. and it's not that i waste it in front of computer (i don't, right?) other than that today was my first time with the older student i'm going to tutor. he's like... 19 years old? not sure. but compared to my little 9 years old girl tutoring him is so much easier and goes faster! maybe TOO fast, i found a site with english lessons from the very basics but they're limited to some kind of level. i have no idea what to do when we reach it. i guess i'm going to look for a book maybe? and he wants lessons two times per week, fine with me! = KANE ♥ if this goes on i'll earn 60pln/week working 4h/week. WHOA. shiny. writing with not-so-dried nails is HARD there's also a lot i have to do and i planned, without organising i won't manage to do 1/10 of it but when i try to make some kind of shedule for myself i notice how short the day is and it depresses me, lol. silly.
winter's coming, i guess. i'm preparing to be vegetarian. for mentally while looking at recipes, then i need to learn to eat veggies and just drop meat. at least until we start to be more humanitarian. nothing against meat, it's just that.... yeah. going to prepare for dude's lessons and sleep. dunno what to do tomorrow at girl's. will figure itself.
it's coming and coming and i can't stop it. yet i want since i'm too exhausting to be loved and i'm the one they all run from as alanis morissette sang. yet i slowly start drowning and it's harder and harder to pull back. i'm filled with anxiety and disappointment. when was the last time i felt like that?
i skipped pedagogy lesson today, going to skip writing lesson tomorrow and german grammar is i have absence left. if not then i'm in trouble. i don't have the time to prepare for tests. and it's not that i waste it in front of computer (i don't, right?) other than that today was my first time with the older student i'm going to tutor. he's like... 19 years old? not sure. but compared to my little 9 years old girl tutoring him is so much easier and goes faster! maybe TOO fast, i found a site with english lessons from the very basics but they're limited to some kind of level. i have no idea what to do when we reach it. i guess i'm going to look for a book maybe? and he wants lessons two times per week, fine with me! = KANE ♥ if this goes on i'll earn 60pln/week working 4h/week. WHOA. shiny. writing with not-so-dried nails is HARD there's also a lot i have to do and i planned, without organising i won't manage to do 1/10 of it but when i try to make some kind of shedule for myself i notice how short the day is and it depresses me, lol. silly.
winter's coming, i guess. i'm preparing to be vegetarian. for mentally while looking at recipes, then i need to learn to eat veggies and just drop meat. at least until we start to be more humanitarian. nothing against meat, it's just that.... yeah. going to prepare for dude's lessons and sleep. dunno what to do tomorrow at girl's. will figure itself.