tired today. started to work out again... yes can we say roller coaster RAE?!! Matt and I are doing okay, I'm stupid insecure due to my past. and the thing is I have no reason to be with him. I need to learn to get over it. Have not seen Amber much, miss her. Marie dropped off the face of the earth and doesn't fucking return phone calls. wtf?? I'm ( Read more... )

Well, I've been spending a shitload of time with Matt, and it's been wonderful. Last night he cooked his co-worker, girlfriend and me dinner. He spent a lot of time preparing and cooking it, and I totally appreciate all the effort and time he spent doing it. and it even tasted great. I brought the dog with me last night and they all got along. ( Read more... )

Friday out at Wayne's, after hours party with Rob at Christina-Timmy/Jesse's ( Read more... )

Friday swinging with Amber at the park, we do it best spider style. ended up hanging out over at Tom's and watching movies ( Read more... )

so I've been too busy not sleeping to post in here so a quick update ( Read more... )

Monday was super sweet, ended up going for a walk with Amber, she got picked up by some crazy guy on the street. We decided on pizza for dinner so headed up to the Rock, pizza with spinach, mushrooms, garlic and caramelized onions in a sweet red sauce frakin rocked! oh and the beer was good too. After pizza, we stopped at the local park to do some ( Read more... )

I feel and sound like crap. this is a quickie because work has been extremely busy with budgets, holiday, logo, bonds, and all the other "normal crap" to keep up with ( Read more... )

I'm sorta sad/bummed that I don't get to see Matthew until Saturday, but tis life. He wants to go out and visit Jay tonight and Caroline (the ex) on Friday night. He hasn't hung out with Jay in a bit, and me running up to Seattle would only be a couple of hours with him. Caroline is going to move away in three weeks, I think he wants to wrap things ( Read more... )

So with my $294 refund check I spent $150 on groceries. We stocked up on everything. We had one of the best salads and bread stick dinners I've had in a while. Before shopping we got some pretty crappy news about Rudy's car. Jason looked at it and diagnosed it with a warped head. fuck. So a new engine is in store for the car. I hope it doesn't rack ( Read more... )

Well, the walk threw went well. There are quite a few small things that need to change in the house other than that it will do. (We went over it extremely well.) I can't wait to move and get settled. Met the new pool team, seems like a good group. My Mom called with the condition of Billy, and it's not good. He lost the house, his dad lost his ( Read more... )