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Nov 02, 2006 10:51

I'm sorta sad/bummed that I don't get to see Matthew until Saturday, but tis life. He wants to go out and visit Jay tonight and Caroline (the ex) on Friday night. He hasn't hung out with Jay in a bit, and me running up to Seattle would only be a couple of hours with him. Caroline is going to move away in three weeks, I think he wants to wrap things up, and generally see how she is. He's going to help her move, which puts that at Thanksgiving weekend. So I don't know if I will have him around or not. Have to remember I can't keep him to myself, he's not mine to keep. It's a good thing in the long run, I tend to want to cling to every minute with the person I am with. I constantly remind myself that space spent with friends is good and healthy. I also have to remember that he had a deep connection with the last gal, and he's still unsure of what type of relationship he is after. Have to remember that we are still at dating status....that's what's wanted. And this just opens up my schedule to see friends I haven't seen in a while. hmmm what to do, who to see.... enough about that though...

Last night was good, helped Amber out with two car loads. She's two units away from me, she has no excuse not to visit now. =)Went out to the bar for 30 minutes just to turn back around and come home. In bed early... I'm blah today.

matthew, amber

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