tired today. started to work out again... yes can we say roller coaster RAE?!! Matt and I are doing okay, I'm stupid insecure due to my past. and the thing is I have no reason to be with him. I need to learn to get over it. Have not seen Amber much, miss her. Marie dropped off the face of the earth and doesn't fucking return phone calls. wtf?? I'm ( Read more... )

I'm tired, sore and cold right now. All I would really like is someone to cuddle up with and take a nap. that's enough bitching so here was my grand adventure of vegas ( Read more... )

Vegas May 10-12 with Marie. yep yep. Even if it makes me a broke ho ( Read more... )

Well I lost at pool again last night. I really didn't care that much either. Marie stopped by the bar on her way to the airport to say goodbye. It was good seeing her, I won't let that much time slip by before I see her again. I accidentally made her kid, Nolan cry by saying that Pooh had to stay in Washington. Forgot how easily 3 year old's cry, ( Read more... )

*does a little dance ( Read more... )

I love chocolate eclairs with real custard. so damn good. you should only eat half unless you want a fat ass. but so damn good ( Read more... )