"I know she'll tell you I'm the one for her,
'cause she said I blow her mind.
The girl is mine, the doggone girl is mine.
Don't waste your time because the doggone girl is mine."
- "the Girl is Mine"
Michael Jackson featuring Paul McCartney
Off the Wall


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::amusing myself, amusing myself::


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A week of emotional eating (and emotional expulsions) has made the scale ::gasp:: climb climb climb.

Yes, I'll admit it: I'm back up to 109lbs after recently dancing around 105.  However, that was my post-workout, pre-two bowel movements weight, but I'll take it. Anything is better than the crazy 110.whatever I saw last night that no doubt helped ( Read more... )

Oh losertown, you toy with my heart and I know I can't really trust you, but I do love the false hope from time to time.

My June 1st weigh in: a gnarly 107.0lbs. Bleh. But that's okay: it's the first, I have renewed hope and energy, new plans, a fresh outlook on my intake and am ready to rock.

(Also known as I am ready to get some attention.)

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Just smoked salvia for the first time, tripped balls hella hard for about two minutes; I think I pissed off my boyfriend, but whatever.  I had no idea it was going to be that strong.

Wow.

But I liked it.

In other news: I've decided to try to only weigh myself once a week now because this constant weighing is making me insane.

EDIT: Okay, twice a week: ( Read more... )

Last night, I weighed in a 112lbs ( Read more... )

I purged again on Friday.  It'd been ages.  To be perfectly honest, it has never been as urgent, as easy, as it was Friday.  Someone pointed out to me that I probably did it because I was really anxious that day.  On another site, I started a Weight Watchers based challenge; I had planned out my meals for the day with points and everything.  Not ( Read more... )

It's the same thing but this time it's so different. I have given three years of my life to restricting, to purging, then I thought I was getting better.

Began training for a half-marathon. Thought I might try recovery.

Truly, since November I have changed and am/was/am trying really hard to eat healthy, but at the same time, I need to get really ( Read more... )