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May 18, 2009 19:22

Last night, I weighed in a 112lbs.

Whale.  Too close to the 117lbs he found so appalling.  It was the first time my weight mattered, at 117lbs.

Took laxatives.  Got up, worked out, shat all day.  Took ephedra.  Worked out some more.  Weighed in this evening at 108.4lbs.

Still not good enough.

Good thing my boyfriend is asleep.  Normally he'd be forcing me to eat whatever it was that he wanted to eat.

Yeah, I'm evil.

ephedra, laxatives, weight

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