I had a dream last night I was at Chad's house. Linda hugged me, and told me she forgave me, and Chad told me he still loved me. We were together again, we were happy, and for a split second when I woke up this morning my heart felt whole again. What a devastating blow to realize it was only a dream. I feel more alone now than I have in a very ( Read more... )

My heart is so broken right now, I can't believe he's gone and can't even comprehend what she must my going through. Every part of me aches for her. I'm at a loss right now, I don't know what to do, and I feel like I should do something. I hate living so far away from home. How could I not be here for her right now. I don't know how she'll ( Read more... )

This place is a hole, and I don't want to go ( Read more... )

I wonder if I listen to this song enough times will I get sick of it, or will it still make me tear up unexpectedly? Video Games - Lana Del Ray.

"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house ( Read more... )

i'm in a rut ( Read more... )

"stalker's my whole style ( Read more... )

"I feel like Carolina, I've split myself in two ( Read more... )

these days are slipping through the cracks of whats left between me and you
i need your heart to beat with mine, stay with me i'll make everything fine.

“ How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?
- Albert Einstein

sometimes it almost feels like i've finally grown up.
unfortunately thats not the case all day everyday.
fuck.