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i'm in a rut.
i dug it myself, and now i feel like i will never be able to get myself out.
tragic.
my mind always wonders this time of year, but lately it's doing more than just wondering, its scattered, and so am i.
indifferent to almost everything.
all i want to do is sleep my days away.
26, and i still feel like im 20.
i wish i had more here. i wish i was more up here.
....flashback to when you said forever and always.
i dug it myself, and now i feel like i will never be able to get myself out.
tragic.
my mind always wonders this time of year, but lately it's doing more than just wondering, its scattered, and so am i.
indifferent to almost everything.
all i want to do is sleep my days away.
26, and i still feel like im 20.
i wish i had more here. i wish i was more up here.
....flashback to when you said forever and always.