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"I feel like Carolina, I've split myself in two..."
I feel SO lost, I have no idea if this is what i'm suppose to be doing. I thought as soon as i got here i'd know. i'd have this overwhelming feeling like this is where i belong, or i'd hate it and leave. But i don't feel anything but lonely. I love my apartment, and my new job, but i have no friends here, no one to talk to, nothing to do. I just want someone one. a friend.
i miss things from back home that i shouldn't.
i see how i'm prioritized in some peoples lives, and its heartbreaking.
I feel SO lost, I have no idea if this is what i'm suppose to be doing. I thought as soon as i got here i'd know. i'd have this overwhelming feeling like this is where i belong, or i'd hate it and leave. But i don't feel anything but lonely. I love my apartment, and my new job, but i have no friends here, no one to talk to, nothing to do. I just want someone one. a friend.
i miss things from back home that i shouldn't.
i see how i'm prioritized in some peoples lives, and its heartbreaking.