Well, it's been a pretty eventful time since I last updated my journal. So many different things have happened. I guess one of the biggest is Rob and Fi - they very bravely both told me they had fallen for each other - now bearing in mind I've spent the past year still unable to deal with my brake up with Fi it must have been hard. Just for the ( Read more... )

Well, I had a fab weekend. Friday, did a massive gym session with rob before lunch in Taurus and a spiderman 3, wine drinking session. Was ace. Pete came over and had champagne with us before we went out for bday drinks. Not a too late night which was good ( Read more... )

Well, I have to say I had a pretty ace weekend. Friday night Rob and I went out for some junk food in the Printworks before seeing the Golden Compass at the cinema with Cheree, Claire etc. I quite enjoyed it although I think the others had mixed opinions. On Sat we all helped Ross move into his new flat in Albion works before going for a brief pint ( Read more... )

Well, interesting weekend. Friday was ace... Went and played out with Rob. Started in Taurus, then to Villagio, then Queer and Essential. Had a bit of a twirl for the first time in weeks which was ace. Seriously needed to let off steam. Sat was pleasant enough... went to Taurus for a few pints and bite to eat - was there for about 3hrs but was so ( Read more... )

Well, had a nice evening last night. Mad a massive pot of beef stew and dumplings for me and rob - ok there might have been enough to feed a small family but I enjoyed making the mess. Watched a large part of Troy in between reeling off random facts of Greek history to Rob that even I didn't realise I had retained ( Read more... )

Things are still pretty jumbled in my head although I do seem to have a little more perspective. I can't change things that have happened so I have just got to live for the now and the future. Decided to start throwing myself at other projects like getting really fit (aim to have a flat toned tummy in a few months time) and not gain any weight over ( Read more... )

Well, my mind is extremely confuzzled at the minute. Things are very mixed up. The only thing I really know at the minute is I miss Fi more than life itself. It's like a constant stabbing pain and only recently has it really started to get to me ( Read more... )

Things are really strange at the minute. Tuesday was a bizarre day. Rob and I got to say our final goodbyes to Fi on the platform of the train station (we all had to walk away before we started balling it). Rob and I then went up to his uni to use the computers in what can only be described as a state of shock - conversation was stilted and the ( Read more... )

Well, it's a quite day in the office today. All the boys are out so should be able to get all my jobs done as long as I can concentrate (which I find extra hard when the office is silent!). Well excited about this weekend! This evening I have a swim club fundraiser at AXM which should be good fun - then looks like I'm staying at Fi's tonight so we ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was a mix of emotions and carnage. Got a call from my Dad on Fri afternoon telling me, him, mum and Alex had been in a car crash over in Ireland and Alex had been taken to hospital. Didn't bode well for me to work in the afternoon so Steve let me go home. As it turns out they were all ok other than wipelash and some bruising but I ( Read more... )