All confusing
Well, my mind is extremely confuzzled at the minute. Things are very mixed up. The only thing I really know at the minute is I miss Fi more than life itself. It's like a constant stabbing pain and only recently has it really started to get to me.
Last night, was interesting. Met Rob and he was as pissed as anything. Was quite amusing had a nice dinner and went to Cheree's for a bit - however he was completely mashed by the time we left there. Wasn't feeling at all myself last night so called Hana to see if she would come for a chat. She was really awesome actually - cycled all the way into town to see me and just let me waffle on for bout an hour. Cried a bit but that's a given.
Not really sure what is going on in my head at the minute - all I know is that it's a whole host of emotions and none of which I seem to be in particular control of. I have all these amazing friends around me however I feel completely lonely. I have no idea really - I'm gonna pull myself together and stop mopping about as it's completely unproductive! I'm actually quite cross with myself for getting into this emotional state.
On the upside really looking forward to this weekend. Be good spending time with all the family - plus I can keep an eye on Caroline as I know she is having a tough time.
Right, I best get back to work ... before I get caught not working!
Last night, was interesting. Met Rob and he was as pissed as anything. Was quite amusing had a nice dinner and went to Cheree's for a bit - however he was completely mashed by the time we left there. Wasn't feeling at all myself last night so called Hana to see if she would come for a chat. She was really awesome actually - cycled all the way into town to see me and just let me waffle on for bout an hour. Cried a bit but that's a given.
Not really sure what is going on in my head at the minute - all I know is that it's a whole host of emotions and none of which I seem to be in particular control of. I have all these amazing friends around me however I feel completely lonely. I have no idea really - I'm gonna pull myself together and stop mopping about as it's completely unproductive! I'm actually quite cross with myself for getting into this emotional state.
On the upside really looking forward to this weekend. Be good spending time with all the family - plus I can keep an eye on Caroline as I know she is having a tough time.
Right, I best get back to work ... before I get caught not working!