Starting to worry and get frustrated, looking for a house is a pain in the @ss.  Not much else to say really, BUT it's been two months of searching and I reside in a mecca of empty houses. There are no shortage of homes in Michigan, but still so many need a ton of work, or have large issues with no storage. Ugh, UGh, UGH!....aggrivation at its ( Read more... )

Trying to deal with obsessions isnt easy...and i am the "helping" type of person. With that in mind trying to NOT foster an animal when i volunteer at a shelter is getting harder and harder.  And yet i keep sqwelching (sp?) that feeling. When the sheltr handles the exspense of all medical and supplies, its only food i would have to supply....see ( Read more... )

Life goes on or so they. I wish i had answers more than dreams. But i dont, and never will as far as i can tell. My life has fell apart in various ways througout the years. Almost all related to mental illness. Oh, and as much as many creative people have had those issues; i can tell you right now...its mostly a coping mechanism, to deal with ( Read more... )

 As time goes, and passes its basically, undeniable that, i waste time, get off-track constantly, and in the end all of that leads to WAY more frustration than anything else; ....and actually that alone is frustrating! Ugh, oh well....tomorrow begins yet another try....and so it goes again.:S ( Read more... )

Schedules, Schedules, Schedules,....the problem is i need to come up woth one and stick by it. Easier said than done. Major understatement. The love and support of my husband and family, is nice and all, dont get me wrong, BUT i not only have to have the urge and stamina to write, i HAVE to get in the habit of doing so, when one doesnt write ( Read more... )

So yes time needs to be set aside so i can make a point of doing research and promotion of my poetry book. Yet for my own sanity i need to have time set naside for myself and my artwork. Plus i like to read. Not surprizingly thers more that needs to be done than there is time. And so a schedule, which i have a problem obeying needs to be set in ( Read more... )