Life...la..la..la..
Life goes on or so they. I wish i had answers more than dreams. But i dont, and never will as far as i can tell. My life has fell apart in various ways througout the years. Almost all related to mental illness. Oh, and as much as many creative people have had those issues; i can tell you right now...its mostly a coping mechanism, to deal with mental issues. Needless to say I'll point out, Depression, Bi-polar and all the rest of it....SUCKS. I just want to both continue to function, and to not have to fight for every millimeter of sanity i do have. I havent been able to keep a full time job; and things got worse over time. I lost that job. UGH. Par for the course that i live in one of the states the most damaged by the recession. I do sometimes still volunteer at the local Dog Shelter. Which is good, i do need at least that much. So i struggle on and on and on....its just so darn tedious...such is life....i guess.