Starting to worry and get frustrated, looking for a house is a pain in the @ss.  Not much else to say really, BUT it's been two months of searching and I reside in a mecca of empty houses. There are no shortage of homes in Michigan, but still so many need a ton of work, or have large issues with no storage. Ugh, UGh, UGH!....aggrivation at its ( Read more... )

The majority of animals from a shelter, are strays, others are abuse cases. If you ever are contemplating adopting an abuse case please be sure you are aware of any and all issues beforehand. And while, Rotts, Pitts, German Shepherds,Dobermanns, Chows, Shar Pei, do have a larger capability for serious damage , Chihuahuaa, Pomeranians, Min Pin's, ( Read more... )

 Certain thngs drive me, like all of us. I have a court date concerning my driving coming uo very soon. Nervous and apprehenious. I want to write, or paint or things of that ilk, and i just turned 30 this month. times ticking i suppose. I want to push myself, and yet i cant, stress causes crashes, and then theres my rather debilitating thought ( Read more... )

 In answer to a previous question,what do i bevleive in? Am i ever anything but negative? Only certain things that have been proven to me to be true, and no contradictory...then those i am positive, and have faith in ill actually trust. Is that often? no. Is it still more than most would think, yes.  I try my best to not harp on past ills in my ( Read more... )

 Well i had thougth this....maybe my existential/mid-life crisis has been moved up 10+ years.....mostly i guess as to the fact that im always feeling like im running out of time. As the thoughts,moods, and delusions in my mind become stronger....i can't help but worry and wonder as to how much ACTUAL time i have left.

Worrywort , worry wort,why are ( Read more... )

 I should know better than to watch something, depressing/melodramatic/uplifting...in turn it gets me ypset. Why, well as of late ive not exactly been,...steady,solid,clear of mind. Adjusting to meds....AGAIN.

But mainly its an existential thing......(corny as that is.....)

I NEED to leave something behind, I need to make a mark of some sort. I have ( Read more... )

  I've given up hope so many times its unimaginable. Ive struggled the majority of my life to stay sane, to not have my racing, swirling brain taking over everything. for some people , well some people are just content easier than others. I guess im  not. I cant handle stress and so it lands me in non-thinking type of mundane jobs. I like alot of ( Read more... )

 Love, love, love,...I adore my husband. respect..etc.etc. The issue is his health, as of right now he goes to a gastrologist, pain Doc.,Rhematologist, and get check-ups from time to time at the General practicioner. Aside from being VERY concerned, its seems we live at the doctors office. And the medication bill, is of course rediculous...on top ( Read more... )

 Some time things are way more apparent than others; at least when it comes to the truth. And then again ones own version of the truth varies, even within ones own mind. My mind wanders, concentration is next to nothing, Anxiety,jumpyness, paranoid,i have excessive anger, my thoughts race, i lose track of things, time ecspecially, depression or ( Read more... )

Frustration seems to be winning...at times at least. Wish there was a better way of putting it, but theres not.  As of right now a racing thought pattern, and absolutely no concentration, are more apparent than anything else. But i do absorb some thims, and seem to bounce from one things to the next and obsessing comes and goes. All i want right ( Read more... )