Given time, given chances, ill give myself some second glances, I need self-fullfillment,i need peace of mind, i need recognition, not fane , not fortune,i need family, i need support, i need sanity, i need  love, i need freindship, ,loyalty,peace, trust, and above all passion for life, I also need to succeed in my writng and art before my demise ( Read more... )

 Well i had thougth this....maybe my existential/mid-life crisis has been moved up 10+ years.....mostly i guess as to the fact that im always feeling like im running out of time. As the thoughts,moods, and delusions in my mind become stronger....i can't help but worry and wonder as to how much ACTUAL time i have left.

Worrywort , worry wort,why are ( Read more... )