Shrug it off
Fake a smile
Make the world think you're fine

It hurts, it always hurts. No matter how hard you try to keep them out of your head, those haunting words just keep coming back. And every time it does, it comes back larger and meaner and you, smaller and weaker. You don't know how much more you can take before you surrender. It's like being ( Read more... )

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said

Kept coming back, typing and retyping, hoping to find the right words but always falling short. I'll try though.

Everything seems to be a blur nowadays, memories don't seem to be clear anymore. Days just seem to pass by ( Read more... )

Studying seems so pointless nowadays. It really seems like I'm studying for the sake of studying. Right now, I don't really see a point in doing well at all. I mean, I don't even know what I want to do in the future. All of this just seems like a huge waste of time ( Read more... )

Every night, after most of the lights are out, I find myself thinking about you. It's been going on for the past few days. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get that mental picture out of my mind. No matter how I hard I fight those tears back, they still come flowing every single time ( Read more... )

Stepped down from council last Friday. Don't really feel upset about it but it just feels a little weird at times ( Read more... )

It's been just a couple of weeks since the last entry and so much has taken place (although my status of my homework seems to remain stagnant ( Read more... )

Speech Day's tomorrow. The end of campaigning, the end of coming to school at 7 a.m, the end of wearing a red tie and a humongous name tag. Seems just like yesterday when it was my turn to do all this ( Read more... )

You don't even know half the facts and here you are shooting your mouth off as if you have all the knowledge of the world.You think you're all that great, but honestly, you don't even deserve to open your mouth unless it is used for breathing when your nose gets blocked. What have you even done in your entire life to make you qualified to make such ( Read more... )

Why does everything that you do have to come with a condition, a prize? Really don't understand how some people can be so self-centred. Would it really kill you if you don't get anything from putting in that little more effort ( Read more... )

Thanks for ruining my mood on the eve of Chinese New Year. Really. You couldn't find a better time to ruin it. (okay, maybe you could make it worse by ruining it on my birthday) So much for new beginnings.

I really don't understand what is it with you. No matter how much I do, it is never enough for you. You're always complaining about how I spend ( Read more... )