ok all I had a conversation with a good friend of mine and we sat and pondered about how love is interpreted. Well here is the question. How do you interpret love? What different kinds of love do you actually think exist? What kinds of love do you think are sensible? What kinds of love do you think are only made up to fool the weary of heart ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP!!!!!! I am being pulled into my computer!!!!!!! Woah hold on a sec being digital is awesome I can fly all over the screen and stuff and I can mess with the cursor! This is awesome being digital is the coolest!!!! Huh? ..... Wait a second this place looks familiar. Hmmmmmm......Oh (beep)!!!! This is the scene from DOOM!!!!!! Holy ( Read more... )

well I have come to find out that my dad wants me to stay here for now and finish up things here so I am working at a hospital now which it is going well and I am glad to have this job. well untill next time laters.

Being back home in D.C makes me feel so much better but now my moral delema is whether or not I am or want to come back I love it hear so much well I will make my decision in the coming days so untill that time laters all and catch you all on the flip side.

well looks like I am off on another adventure to find out more about myself but the only downside is that I can't do it here looks like I have to go back to the place where my life began, Washington D.C. Well I don't know if I am coming back this time well its been fun and utterly horrible more horrible than fun I hate S.C I hate S.C this is the ( Read more... )

to be honest I don't know whats going on. These random moments from day to day I feel lost like I can't do or accomplish anything I am forgetfull and sometimes I don't even remember what happend the hour or even the day before. Maybe its because I don't sleep much anymore or maybe its because I am upset that I can't take the next step in my life ( Read more... )

the feeling of emptyness has returned and once again I have found myself in a dark place. The girl I was so amazed by doesn't really like me so I have failed once again. My constant failure is becoming too much, and I don't know how much more I can take I always fail. School, My friends, even new people. My biggest problem is that I am without ( Read more... )

I met this amazing person this past weekend she didn't look at me weird she didn't shun me for being african-american or anything and she actually listen to me when I had something to say and to me that counts for a hell of a lot I look forward to getting to know her better and possible in the futur take things further but I just have to wait and ( Read more... )

My newest ideal has finaly surffaced after all this time of trying to find out what I want my new book to be about. I have found myself finaly after being lost for so long my new book is coming along nicely. For once after this long time GOOD NIGHT.

Well just finishing up with my doctor today and hey says I need to take it easy or I could really hurt myself in the long run. I asked him what that meant and he says that if I keep straining mind and body as I have been doing I will have a nervous break down and probably wont live to see 25 well as scary as that sounded I told him I couldn't do ( Read more... )