Emptyness
the feeling of emptyness has returned and once again I have found myself in a dark place. The girl I was so amazed by doesn't really like me so I have failed once again. My constant failure is becoming too much, and I don't know how much more I can take I always fail. School, My friends, even new people. My biggest problem is that I am without my friends and its killing me because I can't talk to my family because they have no words of comfort for me, my friends are all I had and now they are moving on and forgeting all about me. So I have failed completely. I know there is nothing I can say or do to make it up to anyone but I will withdraw fade away for a while and watch from the distance and hope for everyones happyness. As I am forgotten my prayers are with my friends and the last shread of love I have goes out to them and I pray they use it wisely and never fail as I have. I hope you all stay true my friends to yourselves and live long and fruitfull lives.