Mother is moaning again. Once again about the 'unfairness' of life. Seriously, she'll claim to have low self-confidence, but dear God she'd ego-centric sometimes. Yes, so what if that young, unqualified woman at work had got a Mercedes, and you've got a Renault. Does it really matter? I mean, honestly. There are bigger things in the world. Not that ( Read more... )

I'm so bloody pissed right now. (so that's why I'm posting. Imagien if I posted when I was in a good mood. That'd just be stupid, right ( Read more... )

I'm really not happy right now. I have done my Japanese for about 5 days now, and tonight I set to it, discover I'm doing the wrong page, almost fall asleep, lack any motivation whatsoever, and end up getting sidetracked flicking through the Yellow Pages. So I've given up for the night. I'm tired as hell. I'm still not better. I keep having really ( Read more... )

School starts again tomorrow, damnnnn. :( I'm slightly scared, I always get that going back. I don't know. The social side always seems to much, to overwhelming. I just have to keep reminding myself that I've survived this far, I can keep going. I want to become more of a part of things, but if I'm took scared to even open my mouth... it's just so ( Read more... )