Mother is moaning again. Once again about the 'unfairness' of life. Seriously, she'll claim to have low self-confidence, but dear God she'd ego-centric sometimes. Yes, so what if that young, unqualified woman at work had got a Mercedes, and you've got a Renault. Does it really matter? I mean, honestly. There are bigger things in the world. Not that ( Read more... )

I'm so bloody pissed right now. (so that's why I'm posting. Imagien if I posted when I was in a good mood. That'd just be stupid, right ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in here in a while. Maybe at the very start of the Easter holidays last? I don't know. It seems a long time though. Nothing much has changed. My Japanese study is currently on hiatus as I do my exams, but all systems go again once they're over, and I've failed them all. To be honest, at the moment, I couldn't give a bloody damn ( Read more... )

I'm baaaack. It seems a long time o__0 I guess I've just been busy. Although it's the Easter holidays (yay, another week to go!), somehow I'm more piled under with work, than usual. Mainly Spanish. I have an exam a week after I go back, the Spanish oral. Verrryy concerned. I'm going to fail so bad, I just know it. I NEED a C. (seeing as that's the ( Read more... )

I really can't deal with my mum, at all. She's so darn emotional! Seriously, today's her birthday. so I want to make sure she had a good day, but nothing doing apparently. She wanted to talk to me about her problems, and asked if I minded listening. I'm really sorry, but she insists on this a lot. I don't think I ever talk with her deeply about my ( Read more... )

I have bald spots on my eyelashes :( It's really not good. & my eyebrows too are getting pretty thin on the ground. I self diagnose myself with trichotillomania, it's more than just a habit as my mum says, it's a bloody compulsion. & the worst part? I enjoy it. It feels really good, and I love seeing the little white nib at the root of the hair. ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of being so damn socially inept :( I need to write this out now, so I might be able to get it off my mind before I go to the concert. This girl at school drove past me, with her mum, while I was walking home. They asked if I wanted a lift to the bus stop, and I said 'No, thanks, I'm alright'. God, how rude was that? Why didn't I just ( Read more... )

It's the 23rd of March today. Tomorrow is the 24th of March. EEEEK! Antic Cafe -- in LONDON <3<3 I'm going to see them *dance in circles* But yes, I am mucho excitido! Though I think it's a non-seated concert, so I won't be at the fron or anything, and may not even be able to see them, that's most obviously not the point. I'll be in the same ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything in here in what seems like weeks ( Read more... )

I feel I haven't posted for a while... last week just before my college interview I think. That went okay. I got offered the place. Isn't fabulous, but I'm definitely going to consider it. I may be doing Sociology AS next year it seems...

Life's been pretty uneventful (why I haven't posted) I haven't worked much lately. I've done roundabouts 2 hours ( Read more... )