So, I have said to various people about the next show in this season that I am not interested because I need a break.  Lee had a break... I need one.  Some of the people involved in the show I just finished costuming drove me a little batty... and it was MUCH harder to costume than I previously expected plus some of the costumes had to be provided ( Read more... )

So, it seems like this time every year... shortly before I go home.... I get a little paranoid about my relationships. I would like to blame it on a failed relationship that ended for good on Christmas Eve over the phone but really.... this many years later I have to ask what's my excuse ( Read more... )

... I have to ask why. Why on earth is it there isn't enough time for me to spend alone with my sweety before I leave for home? I sat down and figured out the schedule for us for the next weekend and the two days next week before I leave.... we have a small window of time LATE Saturday night and early Sunday morning to ourselves.... and honestly ( Read more... )

... the show is almost over.  We only have three more shows to go next weekend... and they are almost completely sold out.  We are very close to breaking ticket sale records... YES!!!!  And the rest of the shows this past weekend went REALLY well.  There have been standing ovations and lots of compliments and everyone is having a good time... which ( Read more... )

I had the most perfect weekend.  First off, Fridays we don't have rehearsals so it was nice to have an evening of no J & H.  I got home right after work and redyed my hair.  I went back to the first shade of red I ever tried and it looks good.  Then I set to the business of making dinner for Lee.  We were planning to have a quick dinner together ( Read more... )

... was sucktastic.  Lee and I had to go around and around about some of the issues we are having with each other... and as per usual its merely each of us misinterpreting behavior on behalf of the other.  But still.... I was emotionally and physically drained by the end of it... and I'm still recovering.  I just feel so tired.  And for the first ( Read more... )

I am still everybody's "friend".  My crush has crushed me... he says while he really likes me he doesn't feel that "head over heels" feeling and therefore would like to just be friends.  Which will be fine... but still REALLY hurt.  *sigh* Dating sucks.

Someone brought up the prospect of dating last night... and we both had a LONG discussion about how absolutely TERRIFIED we are of it.  Jury is still out on it as well.  For different reasons on either side but... at this point... my mantra is "just keep swimming ( Read more... )

... that I be able to find a relationship that is filled with mutal love, respect, silliness and possibly stability? I've often found such thoughts kind of corny but as of late I keep thinking to myself... why? Why is that corny? Why is that something I should think is impossible? Why do I have to give up any of those things to be in a ( Read more... )