... well I officially made sure I never have a chance in hell with my crush romantically again.  I talked to him about it last night and pretty much just shoved him away.  I totally made him think I was desperate and manic... and I was a little... and I don't know why I let my emotions override my brain this time but... part of me needed him to be ( Read more... )

I am still everybody's "friend".  My crush has crushed me... he says while he really likes me he doesn't feel that "head over heels" feeling and therefore would like to just be friends.  Which will be fine... but still REALLY hurt.  *sigh* Dating sucks.

... my crush admitted to me he liked me.  Actually he stated we like each other and we are allowed to.  I mean, its out in the open now. 

Someone brought up the prospect of dating last night... and we both had a LONG discussion about how absolutely TERRIFIED we are of it.  Jury is still out on it as well.  For different reasons on either side but... at this point... my mantra is "just keep swimming ( Read more... )

"Why just what you'd expect... WE DANCE ( Read more... )

Who would have thought that someone comparing me to fungus would make me feel so warm and fuzzy inside?  *sigh*  This is so silly and I am lovin' evey second of it.

( Beind a cut just in case )

... so seriously... this is getting a bit ridiculous... so I'm putting it behind a cut in case you all don't want to deal with my ramblings.
( Crush stuff )

... my crush is feeling very sick... seems he has a cold.  And we've been talking a bit more.  And it seems like a good sign.  We may see each other next week briefly as well.  *sigh*  I've decided I don't mind having a crush.  Its exhilirating... and quite refreshing.

( SQUEE )