I just wanna know what it's like. Even if it's only for a little while...

Is that so much to ask?

I didn't think that losing Mikey would be so hard but as soon as I found out he was gone it came at me like a ton of bricks. I'm more worried about my mom than myself because she was closest with him but on my end he was the closest thing to a brother I had being an only child ( Read more... )

One moment I think I've got it, and the next it's gone. I just can't comprehend the whole thing. It really messes with me. And when it does, I can't even bear it. So much to the point that I feel I have to turn to absolutely disgusting and completely unnecessary so called "escapes" to the life I seem to have aquired ( Read more... )

...and it appears to be getting brighter finally ( Read more... )

Well...at the least I can say I know whats going on now. I didn't find out quite how I expected to, but at least I did ( Read more... )

Last weekend at church I saw someone I hadn't seen in quite a long time. It really messed with me. When I saw her it was like a plethora of different emotions came rushing at me like bats out of a cave. I didn't know what to say so I just acted like nothing was wrong. Man she looked great ( Read more... )

You would think me meeting someone would just make me completely and utterly happy and excited, but the truth is I am copmletely terrified. I'm so self-concious it's not even funny. I have absolutely no clue about what to say or do so I'm always nervous around her, which I'm sure isn't a good thing. But then again I'm probably just overreacting as ( Read more... )

I feel like the past couple of weeks have been a revival for me. Like I just woke up or something. I'm loving everything about life again. I'm not depressed at all. I'm back in school and loving it. But the best part of it all is I think I've found a potential girlfriend ( Read more... )

"There's a time and a place for everything. It's called college." -Chef, South Park ( Read more... )

No pun intended ( Read more... )