*Brown movies started without Shaylee ( Read more... )

Had another doctor's appointment yesterday. No choir tour for spring break this year :(

New info and ideas about where to go with meds, etc. Frustrated, confused, and kinda numb about what's going. If you have time and don't mind listening, I really need to talk this out and cry with someone. Love you guys

It's been a really down weekend for me. I don't know what's wrong with me. I bailed on the camping trip this weekend. I was too tired and more than a little scared about not being able to handle it. I didn't want something to happen and then end up being a hassle for everybody. So I just didn't go. I held back and hid myself away. I'm really tired ( Read more... )

I made it to church today. Once again, God amazes me. After seeing how bony I looked in some of the vacation pictures, I went and weighed myself. 111. With a full stomach and clothes on. 4 lbs less then before the trip. Anyway, I didn't handle it well. I was already shutting down and shutting everybody out 'cause I was worried about school and ( Read more... )

Just got back from the doctor ('cause I've been sick alot again). I'm not certain how I feel about the choice I've been given. I'm just kinda numb...