Heart is going flitter-flutter again today. Is getting worse as the day goes on. Up sick again last night, plus was nervous, so didn't sleep much. Maybe that's why? Not keeping food down today. Not even a banana or soup. Scares me. Don't like it when my heart feels like it's trying to explode out of my chest, but all I'm doing is lying on a bed. ( Read more... )

It's been a really down weekend for me. I don't know what's wrong with me. I bailed on the camping trip this weekend. I was too tired and more than a little scared about not being able to handle it. I didn't want something to happen and then end up being a hassle for everybody. So I just didn't go. I held back and hid myself away. I'm really tired ( Read more... )