when i dance i feel beautiful if at no other time. that awful grammar is going to bother me.

Your Eyes Should Be Blue
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HAH i cant believe i posted that here. well i feel like an idiot. and i want to go back to oxford where i felt like i had control. everythigns going to shit but FUCK IT ALL because im gonna get some fucking perspective and stop swearing and eating and ill find my fucking purpose and start getting good grades. because if i get one more c im going to ( Read more... )

okay since ed doesnt use these stupid journal things anymore i can post this here. nevermind that last entry this is wat i meant. its just easier to write to someone ( Read more... )

yeah ok so fuck you all. im taking back my trust and im taking back my emotions and theyre not yours anymore so suck on that.

what the hell do i have to give if it isnt this? if it isnt this freshness and purity in my body and my dance and what comes through the deepest part of me when i act?? how can i give something i dont care about? i can't do this. i cant go on pretending that im interested. i am WASTING life and minutes. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING something real and ( Read more... )

dravahjule (9:51:34 PM): la dee dee i have no boyfriend everyone hates me ( Read more... )

i need a hot guy. and... an end to stupid drama... hahah. friends, youre funny.

ahahah sorry. i was depressy and in a bad mood. monday was heavy. anyway, everything is better now! yippee. thanks to all of you. hahah i think it might be that ive been getting some sort of exercise every day except monday and all i did yesterday was sit around and eat and study. mm... i know that is not gramatically correct but molly can correct ( Read more... )

im an idiot.