I'm still really... down. It's not getting better. I guess it didn't help that I logged into the LJ I used during the beginning of my breakdown yesterday. Back from 2008 - 2009. A long time ago - lightyears away. I understand that many of those relationships ended not just because of my breakdown, but by how much certain people changed (or how they ( Read more... )

I don't care what your age is.
I don't care about your body type.
I don't care about your gender.
At the end of the day, oral rape is still rape.
People who go through it are still being raped.
And it's worse if you're forced to be an active participant.

Part One: According to my Mom, CJ was on the local morning news showing off lingerie for the lingerie store in the local village. (I'm not giving away names because I don't wanna be stalked).

Part Two: Tonight was Destiny's birthday party!! :o) It was her, me, Laura, Laura's boyfriend, Devon (Destiny's boyfriend), Naomi and Louiza, and later on ( Read more... )

One of my Mom's co-workers had a birthday yesteday, and she wanted 50 hugs for her 50th birthday. We went, in spite of the high level of anxiety I had about going into that town. Let's just say I had some white wine while I was there, ha ha. But it was pretty nice - the wine helped me be a bit more open, and I was able to relax marginally. I ( Read more... )

In about a month (sometime mid-June), almost ALL of my family members are going to be coming here, to our house, for a mass gathering. I'm excited about it... the last time we did something like this was when I was very young, and I have very few memories of it. Our family is kind of divided in some ways (as most would be when it comes to divorce ( Read more... )

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