Secret Circle has been canceled.

Desperate Housewives is over.

My Dad just walked in and told me "This is not the droid you were looking for" with the appropriate hand gesture.

You know you have PTSD when hours after waking up you’re still wondering if it was a dream or reality.

You knew it wouldn’t be easy but you never could imagine it would be this hard…

Aside from the fireworks associated with the 4th of July, April Fools day is your second least favorite holiday so you just lock yourself up in a room with no contact to ( Read more... )

1. Give Me Five Reasons Why You’d Think People Would Admire You: I am strong; I am honest; I am perceptive; I am kind-hearted and I’m a decent writer.  

1. What Is The Best Compliment You’ve Ever Received (That You Can Remember?): From an email: “You were, or, are, the single greatest pillar of strength that I have ever known. So much happens/happened to ( Read more... )

Today at around 9:30 AM, we put down Little One.

She's been really bad lately. Multiple times, my Mom or I have found her in the middle of the kitchen, hardly able to stand, let alone walk. She stopped eating, though I figured out a way to help her to drink: put ice cubes in her bowl. (Can't say that all my family isn't quirky, can I?) She was so, ( Read more... )

I never want to go to sleep again.

(On the bright side, it's nice to realize that a lot of the bullying you endured growing up was because you essentially were smarter than said bullies and they felt humiliated by it and, because of that, lashed out at you. That's always a boost for your ego.)

Today, I played a lot with our cat, Little One. She's getting skinnier and skinnier and needs some love and affection. I could feel the ridges of her spine while petting her, it was so sad... now I'm trying to distract myself, but I keep going back to her in my head. I don't want the family cat to die :(

( Quizzes )

It's pretty rare that someone says something nice about me - like, a long letter, or a speech or something. I'M the giver; I'M the Testimonial-and-letter-writer. That is my role. It's not that I'm upset about it - I like having this role. It's important to me to be the supporter, the advice-giver, what have you. But here are the two Testimonials I ( Read more... )

No matter what I do, I can't stop hurting. I distract myself, I smile. I write testimonials. I study. I read. I drink. I cut. I make lists. I give advice. I try to get closer to my friends, because they are all I will ever have now. I write, because I started writing again because of you, and I want to honor that. But none of that brings you back, ( Read more... )

Nathan is worth dying for. I would give my life for him in an instant. At the same time, he is worth living for. Of all my friends and family - including my own Mother, who was the thought that stopped me from committing suicide a few years back - Nathan is the person I live for the most. I don't mean that we talk all the time - that bit of me goes ( Read more... )

...The Most Ama...
Smell: Strawberries.
Touch: Denim.
Sound: My voice.
Taste: Ice tea.Sight: A forest in the middle of a storm.
Colour: Orange.
Animal: Woodchucks.
Flower: Yellow daisies.
Song: "I'm Gonna Fly" by Sydney Forest or "Beauty" by Shaye.
Element: Air.
Pattern: Polka dots.
Relationship Style: Quirky, unique, unlikely, life-changing and deep.
Dream: A ( Read more... )