Dog Problems - The Format ( Read more... )

Lyrics to It Hurts :
Is this what you want? Cause everybody acts without a clue.
Every little kiss and grin you gave, was just a little bullshit I saw through.
The alcohol is scented with your breath, you're always old enough to just be used,
I'm waiting for excuses that deceive, I'll meet you in the back to see them through.

How did I let her inside, ( Read more... )

Time Bomb by The Format ( Read more... )

2008.  Where do I begin.  Things happened that should not have and some things didnt happen that should have.  I came back to school this year not knowing what to expext really and with no real direction.  I found a direction, and have always really known what to expect, just never acted on it. 
That was 2008, this is now 2009.  I think being a ( Read more... )

Today has kind of just sucked.  I met up with a friend and things just didnt go right at all, and so I was down all day.  I overreacted to not being able to talk longer with this friend and got them creaped out.  I watched Its a Wonderful Life tonight and can connect with it even better now... and am wondering what the world would be like without ( Read more... )

Well, this week has been pretty good so far.  We saw three large sailing ships come into the harbor the harbor on Thursday, which was really cool.  All three of the ships fired off cannon they had on board.  We also toured a great lakes freighter and a coast guard ice breaker.  On Wednesday we drove up alone the north shore and stopped at ( Read more... )

Well, it has been awhile since I last updated.  A lot has happened since then.  Ill go with some of the biggest, most recient things.  Band tour, break up, confusion ( Read more... )

The past few days have been amazing!  Yeasterday we had school canceled for the second time in 20 years!  It was icy enough that the workmen couldnt keep up with salting the walkways and teachers couldnt get to school.  So instead Joe, Marty, Molly, Greg, Liz, Ana (?), and myself watched Rudolph and Santa Claus is Coming to town in our room, on our ( Read more... )

YEEEEEEEEEES!!!!!!  Its finally fall break!  Two weeks of break.  Well, one week of break and then one week working at Dr. Lefabers again.  I love the trimester system of Augustana.  Although at the end of this term I was scrambling, but that was my own fault.  I thought that my final week was going to be sooo easy because I would be turning in a ( Read more... )

I really feel depressed at the moment.  I dont know what started it, all I know is that I have felt like crap all day.  I know it is bad when I start thinking about suicide and find a morbid comfort and attraction to it.  I just want to die.  A lot of things have happened to make me feel like there is no hope or reason to live.  My grandpa's knee ( Read more... )