I am the drunkest i have ever been ( Read more... )

"If I should die
This very moment
I wouldn't fear.
For I've never known completeness
Like being here.

Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you.
Why live life
From dream to dream?

And dread the day
When dreaming ends."I'm thinking of love now. I'm thinking of the time when I looked into John's eyes before we ever started going out ( Read more... )

I hate how I'm more emotional than John, because, I miss him loads, and can't get on and do anything and have any fun, I just sit around at home wishing things could be different, or remembering better times, or wanting to text all my friends and ask them to go out with me because I'm lonely ( Read more... )

I hate when a good day turns to shit.

And I especially dislike not being able to get hold of him when I really need someone there for me.

I cried at work today. Just broke the fuck down. Luckily I was in a room on my own and no one came in there whilst I cried. I just had to hold myself. Words reverberate around my mind and kick down the previously solid defenses I had built up ( Read more... )

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ( Read more... )

There are just some times where I feel like crying. God I hope I don't cry later. Sometimes life just feels too hard to be bothered.