Love.

Sep 20, 2006 01:49

"If I should die
This very moment
I wouldn't fear.
For I've never known completeness
Like being here.

Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you.
Why live life
From dream to dream?

And dread the day
When dreaming ends."

I'm thinking of love now. I'm thinking of the time when I looked into John's eyes before we ever started going out and all these stars filled the sky above us, and I realised where I was going wrong. I'm remembering every time I felt his love for me and every time he smiled at me, because he loved me. I'm remembering how it feels to have him sleeping next to me. I'm remembering how it feels to sense the dark and the light inside of you. I'm thinking about what it would be like to be with him now and to simply hold his hand. I'm wondering if I concentrate hard enough I can feel his lips upon mine and his arms around me. I'm wondering when I'll next hear his voice.

I'm also wondering whether he's thought of me today and if so, what has he been thinking.

john, emo, love

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