so i've just about officially decided on texas state now that i know my mom's going for a vending site in austin, which is good bcuz i'm pretty sure i missed the deadline for sam houston's financial aid ( Read more... )

so right now i don't know where i'm going to college...which is fun ( Read more... )

so i'm bored, i usually work the sunday morning shift and come home to an empty house where i actually have the luxury of existing outside my four walls of sanctuary because the drunkards are out to play ( Read more... )

so i haven't gotten on this thing since fall of sophomore year, like forever and a year ago ( Read more... )

i will always remember:

the joy of hearing the words "Bryan Russell" at STARS
hanging out with the guys and rabbi logan
friends leaving
friends staying
dancing
the look she gave me
the look i gave her
the feeling
missed opportunity
letting go
the dance
the girl
the look

first there was a night of chills ( Read more... )

lately i've been looking for an excuse not to ( Read more... )

so i have this friend...and everytime i see them, it's like getting a root canal...only worse...because at least with a root canal...the pain and the crap that accompanies eventually goes away...she doesn't...add to which i am stuck with her for the forseeable future and it looks like i'm getting less and less interested in patching things up...i ( Read more... )

so yesterday was kool, i think i did ok on my roughs, i'm passing english, despite getting a 39 on a project. I think I have a new stage name...it was kinda forced upon me but everyone seems to spell my name like this anyway...bryan russle...yes i know it looks funny but idk, i think i could eventually get used to it

whenever i see her it feels like i'm picking daisies...she loves me not ( Read more... )