oh hai
so i've just about officially decided on texas state now that i know my mom's going for a vending site in austin, which is good bcuz i'm pretty sure i missed the deadline for sam houston's financial aid
on to more pressing matters...prom...more specifically the idea of a lack of prom for me this year...
so here's the scoop, to make a long story short i was set up with this girl i work with at A&E to go to prom and we're coll and shit but it's not like i like her, i do however kinda have a thing for one of the other girls i work with, unfortunately i'm stuck waiting on the girl i was set up with to tell me if she even can go to prom (it costs a lot, go figure) so while i'm waiting, i realize that quite honestly i don't know if i actually want to go to prom at pearce, or if i just dislike the idea of not going to prom
i mean if i was still at bowie it would be a no-brainer, i mean hell i'd probably go with paden in our blues brothers get up if i had no other option but to be honest i just don't give a shit about pearce so i'm wondering why i even care about blowing $300 on a shitty prom that i will probably be late to because i'll get lost because dallas is fucking retarded and then i won't know anyone and i don't know how to dance so i'll be bored as shit until the after parties, then i won't be able to drink because my date will have to get home at a decent hour and i'll have to pay for a cabin that i won't sleep in and i'll be pissed that i couldn't have one night of debauchery before i ascend out of the sess-pool they call pearce high school, so i'm not really looking forward to prom at all, to be honest i'm somewhat hoping the girl i'm supposed to go with will say she can't go (i'm giving her till friday before i say fuck it, because i need to buy the tickets pretty soon if i want to go) and i can just ask the girl i actually like if she's going to prom and if she's not then we can just hang out and we can both have a better time than going to a prom where neither of us know anybody and going home at 1 am after being mildly bored for 3 hours
so that's basically where i stand at the moment, and i'm not real happy that once again i'm WAITING on someone to tell me what the hell the plan is...i have decided i'm going to spend the entirety of summer on a road trip with absolutely no planning, i may end up going to a lake or something for a few days but other than that, no clue, i just know i'm going
feel free to comment
on to more pressing matters...prom...more specifically the idea of a lack of prom for me this year...
so here's the scoop, to make a long story short i was set up with this girl i work with at A&E to go to prom and we're coll and shit but it's not like i like her, i do however kinda have a thing for one of the other girls i work with, unfortunately i'm stuck waiting on the girl i was set up with to tell me if she even can go to prom (it costs a lot, go figure) so while i'm waiting, i realize that quite honestly i don't know if i actually want to go to prom at pearce, or if i just dislike the idea of not going to prom
i mean if i was still at bowie it would be a no-brainer, i mean hell i'd probably go with paden in our blues brothers get up if i had no other option but to be honest i just don't give a shit about pearce so i'm wondering why i even care about blowing $300 on a shitty prom that i will probably be late to because i'll get lost because dallas is fucking retarded and then i won't know anyone and i don't know how to dance so i'll be bored as shit until the after parties, then i won't be able to drink because my date will have to get home at a decent hour and i'll have to pay for a cabin that i won't sleep in and i'll be pissed that i couldn't have one night of debauchery before i ascend out of the sess-pool they call pearce high school, so i'm not really looking forward to prom at all, to be honest i'm somewhat hoping the girl i'm supposed to go with will say she can't go (i'm giving her till friday before i say fuck it, because i need to buy the tickets pretty soon if i want to go) and i can just ask the girl i actually like if she's going to prom and if she's not then we can just hang out and we can both have a better time than going to a prom where neither of us know anybody and going home at 1 am after being mildly bored for 3 hours
so that's basically where i stand at the moment, and i'm not real happy that once again i'm WAITING on someone to tell me what the hell the plan is...i have decided i'm going to spend the entirety of summer on a road trip with absolutely no planning, i may end up going to a lake or something for a few days but other than that, no clue, i just know i'm going
feel free to comment