soo...
so i haven't gotten on this thing since fall of sophomore year, like forever and a year ago...
and i decided to back track and see wtf was going on in my mind back then and i can't help but think about all the STUPID hours i WASTED over dumb girls back then that i hardly even remember now, i swear i will never understand what goes on in little boys' heads that makes them think they understand impossible things like love and the meaning of life, you know, irrelevant shit that only matters if you're writing (speaking of writing, i'm currently working with the copyright agency to get my play ready, if any of you guys want to read it feel free to ask)
but i'm off track, my point of this was to come back and see how much i've grown up...and holy shit, just reading the last 2 entries i felt like screaming "what is wrong with you?!?" i mean, i don't even remember half of the trivial shit i put down on this web page, i'd like to think i did it to keep my sanity but in all honesty, i haven't written shit down in over a year and considering how my life's been since the summer i feel like my sanity's locked down tight, not going anywhere
another thing i was curious about was seeing how many of my friends still use this, and i wasn't that surprised by some people but there were a few surprises (like people i didn't even know who had one of these) here and there, but overall nothing too shocking or revealing...come to think about it we were all pretty stupid back then, i guess i never realize how much 2 years can change a person, then again i guess 2 years of being fucked with can do that to anyone
status update: finally some good news, i was accepted into sam houston state and i guarantee you if i do post again before fall 2009 semester begins, i will not post anymore after that because at that point i'll actually have a life rather than rotting away in my father's house with a computer in hand, so that's what's up right now
oh and if you're reading this, you probably care about this more than i do (except the sam houston thing of course) but i do thank you for reading this because chances are you care, so thank you for the friendship you've given me, i just wish it could have ended a little...differently?
well i think i've run out of things so i'm signing off, see ya
and i decided to back track and see wtf was going on in my mind back then and i can't help but think about all the STUPID hours i WASTED over dumb girls back then that i hardly even remember now, i swear i will never understand what goes on in little boys' heads that makes them think they understand impossible things like love and the meaning of life, you know, irrelevant shit that only matters if you're writing (speaking of writing, i'm currently working with the copyright agency to get my play ready, if any of you guys want to read it feel free to ask)
but i'm off track, my point of this was to come back and see how much i've grown up...and holy shit, just reading the last 2 entries i felt like screaming "what is wrong with you?!?" i mean, i don't even remember half of the trivial shit i put down on this web page, i'd like to think i did it to keep my sanity but in all honesty, i haven't written shit down in over a year and considering how my life's been since the summer i feel like my sanity's locked down tight, not going anywhere
another thing i was curious about was seeing how many of my friends still use this, and i wasn't that surprised by some people but there were a few surprises (like people i didn't even know who had one of these) here and there, but overall nothing too shocking or revealing...come to think about it we were all pretty stupid back then, i guess i never realize how much 2 years can change a person, then again i guess 2 years of being fucked with can do that to anyone
status update: finally some good news, i was accepted into sam houston state and i guarantee you if i do post again before fall 2009 semester begins, i will not post anymore after that because at that point i'll actually have a life rather than rotting away in my father's house with a computer in hand, so that's what's up right now
oh and if you're reading this, you probably care about this more than i do (except the sam houston thing of course) but i do thank you for reading this because chances are you care, so thank you for the friendship you've given me, i just wish it could have ended a little...differently?
well i think i've run out of things so i'm signing off, see ya