K so seriously, i think this year, is going to be my year.

So far this is how its been:

Christmas break started off great, hung out with friends, was with steven, the whole shabang.
Then christmas eve i went to my aunts got super juiced outta my face, came home, more family
came over got more juiced, then i talked the night away with steven <3. ( Read more... )

K so me and tay are over, it's been a while since then. Im doing goood, but theres still a little part of me that misses him. He's changed a lot. He's not the taylan i knew in the beginning, he's in to more drugs and shit and ugh i dunno. Im always gonna be here for him no matter what, but being with him isn't something i see right now until he ( Read more... )

Man, am i ever so freakin happy. It's almost like everythin is startin to fall back into place with me and tay that is. Last weekend when we didnt end up doing anything it actually hit me that i was mad and sad about not seeing him for so long. I haven't seen him in like a month and i just missed him holding me and just being there with me, even if ( Read more... )

Last night was so fucked up .... my bestfriend wont even hear me out. I'm lokoing out for her because i can see what's happening but she can't. We are trying to expplain to her exactly whtas going to happen ..... and shes too fuckin stubborn to want to realize it. She needs to wake up and realize this is all bullshit. If a guy told other people he ( Read more... )

4Okay so i've decided when school starts there are things i'am going to do...i need to start getting my act together and bein me again...being the melly i was a yaer ago... the one who never worried about anything, the one who just went with the flow and always was happy no matter what happened. So starting the day i go back to school these ar ethe ( Read more... )

Alright, so the past few days weren't the best... friends that were supposed to be my friends ditched me like always and people were talking shit and i was just in a horrible mood. Then i talked to Tay and he told me'' there not worth it, your a good person, a real friend...don't worry about them'' and i thought you kno what your right...why put ( Read more... )

Alright so in 3 months it will be mine and tays 2 year anniversay crazy stuff. I'm just going to write a little something in here for when i give him his card and stuff just so i remember exactly how i put the words becuase its so fresh in my mind i kno i will forget it if i don't write it down so this is what will be on a seperate page of his card ( Read more... )

Kay so i need out of this house so bad to the point im ready to blow up. I mean my summer has basically sucked because my mom wont let me go do shit all shes like oh i always let you do everything you want..but we all kno that is complete bullshit. I'm at the point where just seeing her or hearing her voice is pissing me off bad...like i wanna cry ( Read more... )

Today i'm sitting in Geo listening/watching them go over the test that we did and im thinking. I grew up to fast. The reason i thought this was because the past couple nights i've been doing a lot of thinking about my futur and like...i'm done school in 2 years.. well 3 counting this year. I started thinking... this year i'm going to be 16...and i ( Read more... )

Alright so last night was one of the funnest fridays i've ( Read more... )