*New Beginning*
Alright, so the past few days weren't the best... friends that were supposed to be my friends ditched me like always and people were talking shit and i was just in a horrible mood. Then i talked to Tay and he told me'' there not worth it, your a good person, a real friend...don't worry about them'' and i thought you kno what your right...why put myself down because they can't be a real friend. I then talked to Jordie... he made me feel so good too...just sometimes he is an ass. So then i heard this song and you kno what honestly it brought my spirits up...it made me open my eyes and think hey mel.. your better than lift your head up high... i'll post the lyrics
Someones Watching Over Me
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
The words in bold and so on are what actually caught my eye...those ar ethe ones that made me truly think. So for all those people who brought me down the past couple days i'd like to give you a big fuck you i'm gonna show you all what i am for real.. no more being nice just for the fact that me being mean is harsh...forget that now im gonna say what i think im gonna be honst if you don't like it too bad. yourgonna see the whole real me not just half....so if you don'tlike it...then too bad for you