Now he is in my face -- very often he leans into my face --- or when we are sitting on the piano bench together he moves his face close into mine -- inches away as we both go "shhh"
I hate him!!! Why is he doing this!!!!
i hate him! i love him!

What am i supose to do? What am i supose to think?

julie

OK - so you are sitting on the couch and the guy overlaps his shoulder on yours and there is plenty of room for him to not be so close......don't you think or do you think that qualifies as....he wants to have physical contact ( Read more... )

Sometimes it just doesn't seem worthwhile to post. I mean I come to lj to post and then think -- there is way too much ( Read more... )

One does --- one doesn't. Torn between the two. So there is this guy (described before....sigh) and there is this other guy who keeps asking me what is between "us". Now the second of the two is not where my heart lies, but he is avalible and, truth be known, I could have a realtionship that was out in the open with him. But the other, that is ( Read more... )

Ok - now I find out that there is more than a little he has been keeping from me. Not on purpose - he just doesn't share aspects of his life and if I don't ask he just doens't tell me. Why did he have to call me and be so sweet -- I'd be over him by now. The worst part is hearing all these other girls talking about him (if they only knew). I am ( Read more... )

Ok - I am going to vent. I am really depressed and I can't pull myself out of it. Guy problems, school problems, show problems. Actually the show is ok -- I just can't stand the silence ( Read more... )

OK -- so I am watching Johnny Depp in the Legend of Sleepy Hallow. (I realize that it has been out for like, forever, but this is the first time I have had a chance to see it. That's what happens when you date someone who can't see R rated movies because of his religion.) So, its all gore -- but yet funny too ( Read more... )

Just as I was getting him out of my system. Just as I had decided that i only wanted to be friends and that "she" would be a better match for him.....he calls me!!!! He used such a pitiful voice (except when he said he couldn't tell me what to do). He thought i had snubbed him (I hadn't) and he was hurt (I could hear it). But how much longer ( Read more... )

I am back on livejournal after being away for awhile. I'm not sure if I am going to tell anyone that I am back -- if they care they will eventually find me. In the meantime I am out to find new people on line. People who care about the same things I do. It is the beginning of a new page in my life. A page from my life notebook.

- Julie