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Nov 23, 2005 12:25

Ok - now I find out that there is more than a little he has been keeping from me. Not on purpose - he just doesn't share aspects of his life and if I don't ask he just doens't tell me. Why did he have to call me and be so sweet -- I'd be over him by now. The worst part is hearing all these other girls talking about him (if they only knew). I am so good at this --- better than even he knows.
I was just looking at pictures of someone elses production of BBB -- it made me heart sick. It made me remeber way too much -- Birdie was such a moment for us. Then we had the summer of intese heat and the best fall ever. All of it in the shadows. Backstage romance.....
How many times have I sat backstage watching him with other girls, ignore me.....then come to me. Why is he like this?
Why am I like this?

Julie
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