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One does --- one doesn't. Torn between the two. So there is this guy (described before....sigh) and there is this other guy who keeps asking me what is between "us". Now the second of the two is not where my heart lies, but he is avalible and, truth be known, I could have a realtionship that was out in the open with him. But the other, that is where my heart lies and my life, but we remain in the shadows with the added problem that sometimes he does convince himself that he no longer cares about me.
And to make things worse - there are other girls really going after him. He says - there is nothing there....nothing there....but I am not there to stand my ground and I fear the worst. Last night I had a dream -- .....
julie
And to make things worse - there are other girls really going after him. He says - there is nothing there....nothing there....but I am not there to stand my ground and I fear the worst. Last night I had a dream -- .....
julie