Inertia - that is what I am today. I think it's been building. I'm on the edge of a cliff and I have to either fall backwards into bed and not deal with anything, or fall forward and plummet off the corner of the abyss and fucking HAVE to do something in order to stop myself spilling my brains and entrails on the rocks ( Read more... )

I have realised a number of things today ( Read more... )

 Oohh...I am in a bad mood. Foul and dark and nasty. I have managed to upset P a total of three times today ( Read more... )

 Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.

Mother just phoned me. Apparently my 19 years old brother (who, I am ashamed to say, I have very little to do with and have been about as crap a sister to as it is possible to be without actually physically harming the boy) has just confessed to be incredibly depressed and has been wanted to kill himself for ages.

( This got a bit long )

 Ahem. Yes. Following yesterdays outburst, normal services shall now resume ( Read more... )

I'm sat in work waiting for my last session. Currently they are in the interview session, so I have 40 minutes ( Read more... )

 I am feeling rather hungover. Still. Twelve hours later. Grr...Maybe drinking five (or was it six?) pints of beer while missing dinner and staying out till 11 on a weeknight was not the best idea in the world. Still, was a very enjoyable night, meeting up with an old friend and clearing the air, somewhat ( Read more... )