Oct 12, 2010 19:10
I have realised a number of things today.
1. It is incredibly difficult to arrange counseling for a 19 year old boy who is only available evenings and weekends.
2. I would rather stay in bed then get up and do my Very Important Data Analysis. This is Hollie's Bad Sign No. 5.
3. I have not brushed my hair for four days. I have washed it. But not brushed it.
4. I am significantly fatter than I thought I was.
5. I am apparently quite happy to sit in the house and pretty much do nothing all day. This is Hollie's Bad Sign No.2.
6. I very much resented paying £20 for food shopping today; the words 'Christ, it's not even booze' went through my head.
7. Lately I have spent more time looking at my laptop than I have spent looking at P.
8. I am pretty much incapable of doing what I need to do.
9. I would pretty much like to go to bed right now. At 7.00 pm. See Hollie's Bad Sign No.5.
10. There is beer in the fridge. It does not belong to me. But I will have drunk it by the end of the night.
10 + 5 + 2 + 3 + 4 = Hollie's Bad Sign No. 1.
Bollocks.
crazy