damn i lost my voice fast.

hanging out with dbrulez and exhausting ourselves with basketball and DDR though? totally worth it.

FUCK i'm sleepy. after trawling through HP badfic i finally found a slew of goodfic. so i was going through them and at around midnight i finished reading one of them which BROKE MY HEART because there was death but it was done so well that the reader builds up a shitton of hope, like, "he's not gonna die, that's not gonna happen," and then the ( Read more... )

mieystrapurore encouraged me to write in my lj more, so i think i'll give it a try. it's weird, actually, 'cause for years all i ever did was write in lj. huge, huge lj posts. it's only been recently where for some reason i've felt too shy to write in here. like it's always BAWW MY LIFE-- not that my life is shit, but i can't find the same kid-like sense of ( Read more... )

VIDEO POSTS

( also for those of you who wanted to see my hair )

thanks for the texts, comments, emails, everything. i really appreciate it. i am sorry about always being such a bucketful of whine, and i'm really, really touched and grateful that you guys would take the time to help me try and rationalize things out. whether it was work or whether it was me was something i've been tossing up in my head for a ( Read more... )

counterattack came over yesterday and i plied her and myself (... mostly myself) with alcohol. we chatted, played video games, roleplayed. woke up today to the feeling of my brain cells committing suicide. inhaled water and aspirin, lumbered out to the living room, and watched stoked for a couple of hours. said bye to steph, went back to sleep. slept, woke up. ( Read more... )

last week wrapped up quite nicely! sorry again about being all BAWW and shit, and thank you for the kind words. ♥ i do appreciate them a helluva lot, even if i fail and don't respond to them. i spent christmas eve working, and then chilling with tomatoshoes. i then spent christmas and boxing day with counterattack and her gorgeous family. not having to spend christmas ( Read more... )

GUYS, GUYS. counterattack and i went to ikea today. browsed for ages. found the most AWESOME drawing table, which i SUPER wish i had the funds ($380+, booo) and space for. it's adjustable, so you can fix the slant angle, and there's a little transparent area where you can put a lamp under it and use it as a light box. IT WAS SO GORGEOUS hrrghhh i cried inside ( Read more... )

( blah blah contemplative stuff )

super sleepy, so, bulletpoints which i may or may not elaborate on later.

- just got back from a sleepover at counterattack's. we went to the melbourne show today. it's like a giant fairground. we made beelines for the justice league showbags because they have giant batman dolls that were the size of our arms. XD the first stall we saw had run out of batman ( ( Read more... )