i've been having a lot of vivid (and eerily accurate) dreams lately. i'll have a dream that will somehow reflect the day to come. it's kinda creepyfuckingawesome, except that somehow i think last night was the last of them because i had a vivid dream that makes a lot of sense, and yet doesn't. (as in, it doesn't follow the normal RANDOMASS DREAMS ( Read more... )

aw man, i'm still reeling from the comments you guys left on my post yesterday. best valentine's day i've ever had in my life, and i spent it single. i woke up, read your comments and went to work smiling. thank you all, you bunch'a mushpuddles ( Read more... )

it's a very (male, white) aussie thing to have a beer after work. i wonder what it says, though, that for the past three weeks/month i've been drinking every day (with the exception of australia day, because i promised counterattack that i wouldn't), and am itching for a drink now. it's 5:50pm and i'm not sure if i'm an alkie or just australian. D: either way, ( Read more... )

so what with my mom's birthday present, my birthday present to myself, and being short by $210 at work, i am now pretty much broke. it was kinda worth it though when i called home and got my brother to present the gift to mom. she was rapt. it's a spa treatment at this swanky place in hong kong. apparently she's never been there before, but always ( Read more... )

i feel much better now after riding to my friend's place, screaming and singing loudly (and badly) all the way. today was not a good day emotionally, though. i already felt terrible and panicky from eating yesterday; today i discovered that i have to go a size up when buying formal clothes because formal clothes tend to be more form-fitting than t- ( Read more... )

( the bad. )

several years late but i love heather (silent hill 3) so, so much. best protag ever.

talked a bit to mom and she wants me to go out for the new year. i think she's feeling better, so i'm really relieved. defused a bomb before it exploded, lmao. when she is okay/happy she is the best mom in the world ( Read more... )

for some reason i am very tempted to try playing fuminori at rosenhanclinic even though fuminori would be boring as hell without saya around as a counter because the dude does his best to seem normal, even though he's a psychotic hallucinating cannibalistic pedophile. also i somehow doubt that muns will let him kill + eat their characters, what a shame. oh well ( Read more... )

i know i bordered on an eating disorder in high school and i know (now) that even though i stopped all the bad eating habits i still had a very skewed perception of my weight during the months between me graduating from high school and me commencing university. but yesterday i tried on a leather jacket that i remember thinking was tight when i wore ( Read more... )

my little brother called me last night which was probably one of the best birthday presents ever. no one makes me laugh like my little bro. i love being a big sister, too. i love looking after my brother. he's applying to australian universities soon and i'm trying to help him decide on what to study, where to study... i'm trying to get him to ( Read more... )