stabbitystabstab my back
for some reason i am very tempted to try playing fuminori at rosenhanclinic even though fuminori would be boring as hell without saya around as a counter because the dude does his best to seem normal, even though he's a psychotic hallucinating cannibalistic pedophile. also i somehow doubt that muns will let him kill + eat their characters, what a shame. oh well, SAYA NO UTA REPLAY IS GO.
i am also looking for a place to dump zack. i will probably never find one, because i am so picky about RPs for puppy that it's like i'm asking for the moon.
mother is dragging me across HK to meet my malaysian cousin, elayn, who got married a few months ago. she is ~12 years older than i am, and has her shit together and is classy and refined and one of those girls who scare the shit outta me because they're the epitome of ladylike... ness. i hope this will be one of those things where i'm panicky and paranoid because OMG FAMILY, DO NOT WANT, and then tomorrow i come back home feeling totally ashamed of myself for thinking the worst when actually elayn is super nice and cool, or something.