Chapter 8

Sep 21, 2006 00:16

Live and Die Alone
*Link to other pages at the bottom

WARNING: RAPE

Chapter 8

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“Power? What do you mean, power?” Frankie said
“This happens more oftenbthan you think, but I’ve never seen more than one. There has always been one. As far as I know none of them have ever killed anyone, but there were five this time, so that means that they are very strong. It took a tremendous power to create five, which made them so strong that they could accidentally kill someone without meaning to.” Ian said.
“Okay dude, you are gonna have to explain better than that, but first I wanna know what is it with these dreams and how do we stop them? Mikey said.
“Ah, the dreams. I hate to tell you this, but there is no way to stop the dreams as long as they breathe. They are interlinked with you and they will remain that way. It isn’t a one-way deal. You dream about them, but they don’t need to dream about you, they know everything about you and what you are thinking because they are you. In a manner of speaking.” He looked at each one slowly letting what he had said sink in. Gerard let out an exhausted sigh.
“How do we find them and stop them?” he said. Rubbing his eyes intently as a child that is in need of a nap. ‘Finding them isn’t the hard part. They are doing shows that you cancel. They simply call the venue and un-cancel the show. What will be hard is surprising them. They know what you are going to do, what you are thinking. So they aren’t going to be in the same place as you easily. They know that if you touch them they will disintegrate. As if they were never there. One touch from the person they are linked to and they cannot exist.”
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“Holy shit! You guys are good.” Audra said.
“I really should have listened to all of it before.” A grin was spread across her face as she held Angel’s MP3 player in her hand. Bobbing her head to the music that was coming from the headphones. Gerard smiled as he looked up from the paper he was writing on. He had been intently drawing before she had interrupted him.

Angel watched him, lost in his world of imagination. He had been distant lately as if he were dreading something. When she asked him what was wrong he would only shrug and tell her that he must be just tired and that everything was fine and he’d kiss her knowing that she couldn’t think when his lips were against hers. She found herself memorizing his face. She had a strong feeling that he wasn’t hers, even tho he told her he loved her and she knew now that she loved him more than anything or anyone in the world. It ate into her flesh every time she let her hand caress his soft skin. She could feel that he wasn’t hers and no matter how many times she told herself that she was being paranoid. The feeling would not leave her. It lingered and threatened to take her into a fit of tears. She would not be the same if she lost him. She was certain that she would stop breathing if he left her. A tear slid down her cheek. Sliding between her lips she tasted the salty fear that wouldn’t release her.

3 weeks later…

“This is going to be awesome!” Frankie said
“Yea, on the stage again. Finally! If only we could book gigs ourselves.” Ray said as he lightly strummed the stings of his guitar. They were backstage getting ready to take the stage.
“You are gonna be so in love with them! There is nothing in the world like them live!!” Angel said raising her voice above the crowd that was emitting a dull roar of mingled voices.
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“I thought MCR changed there look?” a girl behind her in the crowd said to some unknown person. …….

“I’m sure I will.” Audra said to Angel
“But I must find a bathroom, I’ll be back in a minute.” She said,

“Do you want me to go with you?” Angel said looking back at her
“No I’ll be ok.” Audra said as she was inching through the crowd. The crowd erupted
“ MCR MCR MCR”. As they came onto the stage.

Audra found the bathroom as her stomach churned. Her body felt weak and she felt everything she had eaten trying to come up into the back of her throat. She ran into the bathroom and slammed the stall door. The cold floor met her knees as she collapsed onto them. Finally her stomach settled and she could stand, she got up and went to the sink and began washing her face and rinsed her mouth out the best she could. She could hear the band playing
“Not OK” as she was walking out of the door.
“Hi” a man was standing just outside the door.
“Hi” she said offhandedly to him.
“I’m Mark, and you?”
“Audra.” She began to go towards the crowd that wasn’t paying them any attention.
“Wait, Audra, I need help and no one will help me. Please.” He said as he looked at her hopefully. His grey hair fell into his face. His deep blue eyes peered at her from behind the gray locks. He wasn’t an old man but you could see a few wrinkles forming around his mouth and eyes. Please, my mom wandered into the grass over there and she’s very old and she fell and I need help to get her out from behind the building over there.” He continued to look sad.
“ Can you get a guard to help, there are lots of people around?”
“No they wouldn’t help, please.” She sighed, she had to help, and it was a poor old lady after all.” They started toward the lone building that stood off in the distance. There was no one even close to it. Audra began to feel angry that no one would help this man and his mom. How could people be so cruel? She shook her head at the thought. They rounded the corner out of site from anyone in the crowd. The music drumming into there bodies. She could feel the beat in her feet and arms; it coursed through her whole body.

“Mom?” He said as they walked along the building. He stopped abruptly when they were in the middle of the building. He turned and Audra only had time to give him a questioning look when he grabbed her by the waist a pushed her back into the building. His hands were pulling her shirt up and she felt his fingers encircle her right breast. She let out a shocked cry that was not audible to anyone more than a foot from her.

“ Pitchfork red. I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take………………”

Gerard stopped in mid sentence. He looked into the many faces watching him intently. He knew they would be very angry with them but they had no choice. He turned around.
“They are almost here!” he said to the guys behind him.
“We must go, now!” They all stopped that instant, and stood up. As an after thought Gerard raised the mic up to his lips.
“Angel, Audra, we must go. I’m sorry everyone, we love you all.” With that they abandoned their instruments and walked of the stage into the back stage area. Almost running to the bus they made their way and climbed on. Stephen was already there. Angel stood by the door with a puzzled look on her face.
“Where’s Audra?” Mikey said, “I thought she was here.”
“She went to the bathroom earlier but I guessed she was just sick again and went to the bus like the other night when she disappeared and we found her on the bus asleep.” Angel said. They all searched the faces in the crowd.
“We don’t have any time! They are almost here! I waited to long already onstage.” Gerard said.
“Oh my God.” Ray said. He started to walk toward a building that sat off to the side.

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“What the fuck do we do?” Ray said as his stomach got more and more queasy the closer they came to the venue.
“We detain them.” Ian said
“You said they are strong, so how do we detain them?” Ray said.
“Lets just hope they are still there at this point, ok?” Ian said Gerard ran his hand through his hair; he wasn’t looking forward to being face to face with himself. He kept turning it in his mind and he still couldn’t get a grasp on the reality of it.
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“No!” Audra said as she felt him pushing her pants down, they fell to her ankles. She struggled to get control over his hands but it was no use. Her hands went where he put them above her head. He held them both with one of his with ease. She couldn’t help but let her legs wrap around his waist as he lifted her with his other hand even tho she was struggling and kicking he easily placed her body however he pleased. Her panties were down around her ankles and then gone to the ground with her pants in the blink of her eye. She screamed as loud as she could. Despite the scream he shoved his way into her, she felt him as he entered, pain shot through her body and she screamed again. Hearing it echo through her head as tears fell from her eyes. He had one hand holding her hands above her head and the other on her butt as he thrust in and out of the struggling girl.

The instant Ray heard the scream he knew it was Audra.
“You guys stay here, get in the bus, I’m going to get Audra!” With that he began to run towards the building.

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gerard way, my chemical romance, frank iero, mikey way, ray toro, bob bryar

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